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A SUICIDE NOTE ... I thought those painful times will just go away

I thought the future doesn't depend on what I say

I know I've made mistakes and now I have to pay .

Seconds , minutes , days are passing , but I'll never find the way ..

That leads me straight to where you lay !

I've been told once , I've been told twice,

I've been told a hundred times ..

Not to leave you , not to be a fool !

I regret this time that's passing by ..

A thousand fucking tears I'll cry

Until you'll come down from the sky !

I miss your embrace , I miss your touch .

My hands search again to clutch , it seems too much .

I'm not able to turn back time !

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Mar 14, 2012, 4:33:39 AM by ~Andora-X3
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" Do you mind if today you'll hear only the sound of your own voice ?"
It happens to me very frequently , hearing these words in my head .And I can't stand this , I just hate these two verses despite the fact I wrote them !
A moment when you've been left on your own , just you and your fucking thoughts . I don't feel good enough in what I do , and that's why I feel hate everywhere and from anyone . I have that strange feeling that everyone hates me . Oh my God , why ?! Everything I do is wrong , everything I say is misunderstood . I'm gonna shut up forever , I'll never talk to anyone , never again . Would that help me ?You fucking tell me !
Am I a fucking artist or I'm just acting like one ? Hanging around this fucking blog and writing lyrics , filling notebooks with stuff like this and then realize that nobody reads them or give a fuck about what they say ?Or mean ?
I want to find a dark corner , to waste my life there without hurting people I care about . I want that corner to be mine , only mine ! To keep myself away from eating , drinking water or even sleeping . Dying quickly and painfully . Leaving this world without regret . God , when will you bring me all these things I always ask you for ? When ?! … And no answer has come yet .

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Full name : Morgan Blake Ellis
Age : 16
Piercings : ears , tongue, eyebrow xD .
Tatoos : 1 .
Eyecolor : Blue <3 .
Taken : hell yes . U jelly ? ;D

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school is fuckin' killin' me .

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Maybe you'll know me better if I tell you some things about myself !! xD
Since I have been born ,I am very talkitive . Haters are always after me , and my life is like a race . I'm running , and running ! My parents are trying soo hard to protect me , taking my breath away ! I hate that . They say I'm only 15 and I shouldn't have a bf , that's why I'm trying to keep all my relationships secret , always hiding from them every detail , always lying . They don't understand ,they're mad . Even my famly members told them that they should stop carrying about shits like that , but it's worthless. That's why love,for me, it's more than a curse . But I'm not going to stay away from it just because my parents are mad !
I hate a lot of things . I hate school ,actually . All I do at school is listening to music every break , starin at my boyfriend <3 , umm .. and writing lyrics on my notebook -.- . Yes. I write lyrics , but I'm afraid to upload them here , idk why . Maybe I'll put them . Lol .
I also hate attention whores . I have alot around me . Wherever I am . In my class , for example .
My history is not complete yet , but I could write a giant book about my life/feelings . I'll publish it , and maybe that way , I'll find someone just like me ! yay ! xD . LOL ..
I'm so motherfucking sensible that I cry sometimes for no reason , wanting to destroy anything around . Or , sometimes I'm scratching my left arm with sharp needles . I have to wear lots of bracelets on that arm ,to cover my wounds . Well , yeah . I hope I'm not emo . I don't wanna throw away my happiness . If it exists anymore xD ! .
Anyway ... I'm different from others , in my country . I fell like a motherfucking stranger in my highschool . Like it's nott my place ,this country . I don't think I belong here . :[
I wanna move TToTT ! . Maybe America xD ? Of course, Los Angeles <3 ! Lawl , dream stalker
Me , stalking wild love makers , awesome places and good voices , blue eyes <3 !
Differences and similarities between his kiss and chocolate :
- Both are addictive xD
-Both are sweet , delicious ! <3
- His kiss doesn't cause me the probelms that chocolate would xD [ pounds XDD]
- I will not get sick of kisses , just like I would , bcuz of too much chocolate xD ..
- I'd rather choose his kiss instead of eating chocolate !

That's my big truth ... ..
I love darkness , no one can find me . But I love the feelin when the light comes and swallows it , you feel saved .. . But that doesn't happen very often . :[
I've always felt ugly . Maybe bacause of haters , idk :[ . They told me my voice is too low , or I look like a boy or wtf -.- . I can sing opera , fucking breaking windows , and show them my "low" voice ! I can put a little make up on my kitty eyes , and wash my hair , to show them who's "ugly" ! . >:c
If I had a gun , everyone would be killed in my school .
Wanna know more ? I won't tell you . This way I'll keep my self a mistery . I f you don't care , gtfo from my dA . xD !